Zyada vaade nahi .. Bas roz thoda behtar banne ki koshish.

This diary became a quiet space to write, pause, and realign — one day at a time.
📓 Writing this year in a beautiful diary by @theartloom

This diary became a quiet space to write, pause, and realign — one day at a time.
📓 Writing this year in a beautiful diary by @theartloom
“Hadha min fadli Rabbi” — ek chhota sa artifact, par is par likha ye lafz dil ko choo jaate hain. Arabic me iska matlab hai “This is by the Grace of my Lord.” Yeh sirf ek phrase nahi, balki ek jazba hai — shukr aur tawazu ka. Hum jo kuch bhi rakhte hain, chahe woh…
Kal raat baith kar purane notes dekh raha tha … toh ek line mili… aur main wahi ruk gaya. Ek din ki baat hai … maa ko khaana khilane aur dawai dene mein kaafi waqt lag raha tha. Main thoda thak gaya tha … aur shayad uss din sabr bhi kam tha. Gusse mein maine…
Papa (Niaz Ahmed Peerzada) aur meri saath ki bas kuch hi tasveerein hain — shaayad 3 se zyada nahi. Woh zyada muskurate nahi the, aur main lagbhag hamesha… apni muskaan maa se paayi hai. Yeh ek rare photograph hai jisme hum dono saath hain aur dono ke chehre par muskaan hai. Mere liye yeh sirf…
Kabhi kabhi main khud se baat karta hoon … khud se poochta hoon — kya jo kar raha hoon, woh sahi hai? Phir andar se ek awaaz aati hai … Allah saath hai, niyat saaf hai aur mehnat lagataar hai… toh phir darr kis baat ka? Rukawat agar aati bhi hai, toh woh bas waqt…
Dooriyan …nazdikiyan …khushiyon ki oonchaiyan …aur gamon ki gehraiyan … zindagi kabhi ek jaisi nahi rehti. Kahin beshumaar mohabbat milti hai …toh kahin dil tod dene wali judaai. Kabhi kuch lamhe insaan ko upar utha dete hain …aur kabhi kuch haadse andar tak hila dete hain. Tab samajh aata hai … zindagi ko jeene ke…
Kabhi kabhi main khud se baat karta hoon … khud se poochta hoon — itni bhaag-daud, itni soch … kis liye? Phir andar se ek halka sa jawab aata hai… “Zindagi chhoti si hai … har baat mein khush rehna seekh le.” Main thoda rukta hoon … sochta hoon … har baat mein kaise khush…