Hopefully… Insha Allah, Humayunn – Season III

From past 4 years .. I have been down and out completely … mentally, physically, socially and even professionally coz of mother’s illness.

During this nightmarish phase, I put on weight (106 kilos to be precise).. because of the immense tension.
Stopped meeting media related people, thus giving them a thought that I am disinterested in the profession I am in.

I am a happy go lucky person, I am known for my smile .. but in this phase of mine, I forgot how to smile.

I lost the will to live, living just for the sake of living and my family.

I agree, all people do face issues in life and they fight back too and take it all in their stride, but somehow, I couldn’t.

I too am a mere mortal, I fear tensions, deaths, illnesses.

At one point of time .. I had thought that coming out of this trap was practically impossible.

And when life was at its bottom, I met a person who was like an oasis in a desert for me. This person, like an angel, changed my way of looking at things, inspired and motivated me to look into my life and now, life takes a new angle, a new perspective and i realized that there is more to me still left and waiting to be explored.

Slowly but steadily, I started picking up/re-joining the loose ends with work outs, diet control, creative and positive thinking, started seeing life as that person wanted me to see and without being too pushy or lecturing me on the dos and dont’s and also without pressurizing. The message came so beautifully that I followed these steps that i was just thinking about in the past 3 to 4 years but hesitating/procrastinating to implement the same.

My Saviour taught me the most important lesson of my life, “there is just one life, one Humayun and one lives life on a day to day basis .. whatever will happen will happen”.

In a couple of months, I have lost 16 kilos, I see myself as a renewed person, full of vigor and positivity, all set to take on the world of modeling and acting once again.

Coming Sunday (26/10/09), I am clicking my new photographic portfolio and hoping to re-enter the world of modeling and acting for which I need all my friends good wishes and blessing, which I am sure I have.

Lastly I thank that friend of mine who showed me that life is nothing but spreading cheers and spreading smiles against all odds.

I am indebted to you my friend for life. I hope that i will tread the path of glory and success once again and make u proud, but don’t forget to inspire and motivate me from time to time.

A fresh start was unfolding, and I prayed that Allah guide me towards light, purpose, and success. Ameen.

2009 ka woh mod jahan se maine nayi shuruat ki thi, aaj 2025 mein dekh kar lagta hai ke woh koshish rang layi. Modeling ki duniya se nikal kar, main safal hua ek commercial aur creative photographer ke roop mein — aur yeh safar ab bhi jaari hai, naye jazbe aur naye manzilon ke saath.

P.S. “Har mod par zindagi ne ek nayi seekh di — kabhi ghum, kabhi umeed, kabhi khud se ladaai, kabhi nayi roshni. Shayad isi ka naam hai jeena. Allah ka shukriya, doston ki dua aur apno ka saath — inhi se main aaj bhi tasveeron ke zariye apni kahani likh raha hoon. Aur Insha Allah, yeh safar yuhi roshan rahega.” 🌙✨

“Aur Insha Allah, tasveeron ka yeh safar kal bhi chalega, aur kahaniyan dil tak pohchti rahengi.”